i was in the wrong .hello sunshines , have you guys realised its always easy to accuse someone but when it comes to apologizing , its not a child's play . its always tough to say a simple word like ' sorry ' . i realised i'm such a spoilt brat , i do things the way i want it to be , not even giving a damn to what others would feel at times . i want everything to go according to what i want and when i dont get it , i throw tantrums anytime , anywhere , not even giving you a little respect at all but you understand , maybe once or twice you reason everything out for me maybe some slight dressing down from you but whad did you get in return ? i took you for granted and continued with my spoilt brat attitude . since when did i start being like this ? i can already consider myself super lucky to have you , at lease no matter how angry you were to get with me , you never actually scolded me i've realised . i've NEVER NEVER got any foul language from you before ( hahas its hard to believe uhs , from a guy like you ; but its true ) , cause you respected me , i appreciate it alot , thank you .

sometimes , i got to understand more , be it the way you treat me and everything . i know you had always wanted the best for me but sometimes for some reason or another you can only give me second best but whad do you get , me getting angry over it cause i din understand . but sometimes if you cant give me your best at lease show me the sincere . i guess we had too many misunderstanding is because we dont communicate well . we cant communicate well cause we both dont listen . promise you will listen to me and i shall listen to you next time alrights . baby , i'm sorry for everything , somehow i feel i dont deserve being sorry . but i'm really sorry , i dont need you to give me the best , i just need you to listen to me at times . its been so many days , dont continue this cold war , it isnt getting anywhere , i miss you . i love you , i've took the first step & its up to you now . [:

YAY today , finally for once during the holiday I MET UP WITH XIAOQIAN ! hahhas . heehees , although it isnt a play day , but a study day but i'm really excited and happy to finally see her , i miss her so much heehee ! coolbeans . we went to the club house to study to complete my holiday assignments hahas and i'm dreading to even start on it . so when we reach there , i brought xiaoqian to the poolside and told her i was hungry HAHA and i ate really slowly to pass time . after eating i said i wanted to bring her around the club to show her around HAHA but she said NO , DO HOMEWORK FIRST hahas and she pushed me up the stairs .

ahahs so boring but i managed to complete my chinese and 1 paper of math . theres still alot , damnitsss :D and bird called me and ask/told me some stuff which made me start to think again . ]: haha , i keep do halfway and then i turn to xiaoqian ask her if she wan to eat anything HAHA ! after we are done , we went BPP for dinner , coolbeans . :D after tht i send her to the bus-stop and i went home . :D

BYEBYE !
JASMINTAY

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