JASSSSMINTAY

LISTEN,I'VE.SEEN.THROUGH.YOU
an eye for an eye , thts all i'm gonna say

HELLO SUNSHINES :D hmm, i'm just wondering had you guys ever met anyone really two sided . and i'm talking about those tht are really two sided and it makes everything seems like its putting up for a show or whatever and you dont really know which is the real one ? or maybe both arent real and it makes you guys really confuse about it , dying to find out the truth but afriad it might not turn out too good? i've met this sunshine and sunshine is really turning my life upside down , and i hate this alot. sometimes i wonder who am i to this sunshine , no let me rephrase WHAD am i to this sunshine . cause sunshine made me feel like something rather than someone .

i'm just wondering why must sunshine do all this ? putting everything up on a show , for who ? i'm dying to know who sunshine's audience is . when sunshine needs me , sunshine would made me feel good , like some precious gem like whoa and when sunshine dont need me he/she made me feel like some kinda burden and push me to a side away from them and sunshine dont even care if you were to die , and when you are about to die . sunshine POPS out again and starts to care for you . having someone to care of you seems great and everyone likes it but this feels so fake , so plastic and it makes me feel so used , so cheated . and the relationship of this sunshine and I feels like a bubble ; bubble seems pretty just so beautiful and makes people smile and everyone just love it but it just so fragile so thin , POP and its gone and maybe not coming back .

hah , just something i thought about lately . hehees hmm lets talk about monday heehees i was sick , and i thought i wouldnt be attending chalet but den bird called and say sick , H1N1 also must go hahas. anyhows i stayed home in the afternoon watchin HI MY SWEETHEART . and den went to bed to take some rest den amelia called and abby asked me to see a doctor and i heard wrongly i thought she asked me to come . but actually she wanted me to rest at home . hahas but i got ready and daddy brought me to see a doctor. a total waste for time alrights , hahas i'm fine just a sudden change of climate thts why :D and cause of this i wasted alot money and had to take alot pills ]:

after doctor , daddy send me to downtown ! den i went to the wrong chalet HAHA and amelia and my neenee#1 picked me up , thanks alot sweetiess [: hahas neenee#1 wanted to buy toothbrush and its still in my bag HAAH ! i forgot to pass to her :p and went to buy some stuff with happy people and yaokang was being irritating and made my hands so sticky haha and he bang onto the telephone thingy HAHA ! an eye for an eye :p and we walked back to the chalet . hahas went i got in first reaction was wows this dont even look like a chalet , it looked more like a hotel suite . hahas so big so elegant.

we watched tv the whole night and the girls had the mattresses laid out at the living room infront of the televison and we watch incredible tales HAHA and after tht more happy people came YAY :D after awhile i got hungry heehes and i told yihui i was hungry and tht time bird they all was going down to buy something so yihui asked bird to get smth for me and when bird ask me whad i want i told him " i dont wan to eat but i hungry" heehees , i'm just afraid i might throw up when i eat . yihui told me many scary stories and some was cold and there just one , no one warn me everyone seems to know whad will happen except for me and when he suddenly go 'YOU' i really jump up and i was sitting FYI . i screamed, jump up and back and down when my head bang onto amelia's knee . ouch HAHA ! his voice was really wow .

glonee was being a little too high tht night cause she drank a little HAHA ! made weihao really worried about her :D haha poor thing . heehee and played some games with happy people . i played the 0-5-10 or whadever ahahs idk whad issit called . i played with yihui and i won him woahs ! hahahs and i arm wrestled with yaokang i won him too . but bird was a different story HAHA !

erjiu bought me a strawberry bread YAY ! and i ate it really slowly . and after tht i felt like puking . yihui and diana tookcare of me :D special thanks to amelia ; abby ; glonee ; diana ; mandy ; yihui ; erjiu ; cousin chiewhao ; bird ; anders ; joachim ; oscar ; hsingliang and baby for those special care and concern awwws . i'm super touched but did i missed out anyone ? hahas .

and i slept at the living room hahas they said i when i sleep my leg would actually come up ! haha weird but idk how true HAHA ! maybe they all just lying to me ? cause i mean its so weird HAHA but weihao got a picture of it ? LOL idk , hehees when i finally slept , kaicong disturb me crazy guy keep laughing for nothing and made me dont feel like sleeping anymore . and when i was about to sleep kaicong and jeremy snatch my pillow but er jiu saved me HAHA they said tht was the prioty of being a girl . HAHA nani nani pu pu .

and bird keep pushing me down when i sit up . hahas and cousin keep tickling my legs tell me how do i sleep like tht . ]': but when i sleep happy people turned from devils into angels they actually cover blanket for me and everything . heard from erjiu i keep kicking the blanket off . hahas really? but anyhows i only slept awhile and when baby brought me to the room to sleep then i really slept , away from all the noise HAHA ! but they are fun :D

the room is super cold and amelia was being such a dear and brought the blanket in and cover for me . HAHA amazing isnt it :D i love them manys ! idk whad time , anders and mandy came HAHA when anders came he pulled my blanket away he so naughty omg . but i still went back to sleep :D when i woke up they were laughing about idk whad god hahas funny HAHA . den the chalet was quite entertaining but i'm sure it will be more fun if i'm not sick .

pikiam told me a really scary ghost story , HAHA i hate frogs now and when i'm old i'm not gonna live in any mansion HAHA cause when someone knocks on the door i'll die. whad a joker HAHA the next day i took a cab home and i fell asleep on the cab and when i got off i thought i left my phone on the cab . hahas but its inside my bag ! :p super fun :D hahahs had my medicine and slept. but i thought about many things too , and i'm already tired of shedding tears .

BYEBYES !

JASMINTAY !

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NEE NEE ;P I had fun with u tooooos (: Love u TTM!
JASMINTAY : hahahas coolbeans ! hahas whad is TTM ? heehes LOVES u many tooo !
Michellechua Hey jasmintay ! Cheerup
JASMINTAY : hah aww sweetie , thanks ! :D
passer can we be friends?
JASMINTAY : hahas who are you anyways? :D
TANTAN you chooose. You very busy one, confirm if i pick a date, sure you cannot ! LOL. Misschuzxsc.
JASMINTAY : AWWWS OKAYS OKAYS , and i'm not very busy right now anymore i guess :D
Wenxi ( HELLO PRETTY ! TAGGED ! haha , feel better soon
JASMINTAY : haha thanks ! :D heehees i feel better already !

i miss mandy , glonee and amelia superduper loadss ! WOAHS

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