hellos sunshines , can i suppose everything is going fine right now ? i hope i can say it , but somehow it just doesnt seem so . its getting more and more absurd . PEACE is never found in my dictionary hah . life sucks , life isnt really tht fair . but what can i do about it ? end it , it will be just damn so stupid . so i'll just have to move on and see how everything goes .

okay i know this is random , but my eye lashes are dropping like crazy ! OMG . heehee i shall stop rubbing my eyes HAHA ! do you guys know , how somethings seems to be awfully prefect from outside but inside , its just so empty and just so sucky ? i know its over for quite sometime alr , but i just read the memo's on my phone and realised i've forgotten about all the sad things but only remember the great why cant you ? i have 15 long entries since august to september last year and it still makes me feel weird when i read it and memories flashed infront of me . sweet ; awful ; funny ; infuriating memories . but i've got over everything already && i'm very sure of tht.

friday ! HEEHEE had CIP with my class ; had to give out oranges to the residents and it was kinda fun :D heehee team with michellechoh , jinhong and weikeong . and we are suppose to do the top 2 floor and idk why kahseng and weikang came and join us . so we sat at the stair to eat the oranges HAH . and theres this time when i tried spitting the seed away so i would not hit anybody ; michelle's head popped out and nearly hit her . so i laugh and theres still orange in my mouth and i spitted on kahseng's face LMAO . i dunno why i always spit things out theses days :D

after CIP it was raining like crazy heehee so we cab back and prepared and i went to bugis to shop with wanwei and xiaoqian ! heehee its been like a long long time since so long ever since i went out with them ! :D heehee its fun fun funnn to the core . do it someday again :D

saturday ! :D went to fareast to shop with hannah . hahas was afraid we would have awkward silent when we were tgt . but it doesnt seem to be the case HAH ! and i enjoyed talking to hannah much ; maybe cause she would listen to me [: she bought her heels and i bought some other stuffs :D heehee and we went ion for dinner i suppose ? is tht dinner ? hhahas we cant finish our burger king HAH !

and trained back to adm ! :D heehee waited for ahbird and yihui at ah bird's house downstairs and while waiting , hannah and I played poker cards HAHA i won her like 3 times in a row *showoffs* HAH , and when yihui came , it seems like i'm on the losing streak . and when ah bird finally came , we walked to woodlands mart . heehee my ex tutor called and i'm like missing her like omggg . [: she say she would be back ? HAHA i hope so too , heehee . hope she get healthier and and seriously just cut down on smoking . && i hope this new boyfriend of hers would be a better man for her and her daughter. i (L) her much !

went to watch happy people play lan . and it really bores hannah and I cause we dont have membership card HAH ! happy people are screaming while dota-ing so funny ' STUN STUN , BACK ! WAH SWEE ' LOLOL , so noisy and their face while they playing dota is just so funny all so serious and all frowning HAHA ! but after tht hannah and I went back :D

lamentado mucho .

xoxo,